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01/27/2014: "If it's Monday -"

And it is Monday after all. Sometimes I just can't think of a good Subject line. Especially when I get up late, remember I didn't post for I don't know how long, but it wasn't daily and um... I still didn't get ready for work... Anyway. Short brief update - I play, I eat, I play, I sleep, I play, oh yeah, I work, I play, I eat... Sometimes, I even clean... okay an area of the house/condo/place I sleep... You see the problem here. Too much work. What? No? Heh. In all seriousness, I think it is because of how I work that I get home and it's like... yeah... no. Not doing work around here. It's ME time. I feel a bit worn out to pay attention to my own things that should be taken care of. I just want to relax and not think about so many other things that need to be done. I almost feel guilty that I haven't put more effort into 'working' around the house. Okay, I know it's a condo, but it just feels weird to keep calling it a condo. It's home, it feels right to me, maybe because it IS messy and that's my comfort maybe. I don't know. All I know is I'm slacking big time for doing my bills, doing my laundry (thank goodness I have more clothes than I need...) cleaning house properly. And then there is my duties as a Union Treasurer and I am sorely lacking in keeping that up to date. Will they take the job away from me? Most unlikely as no one even runs for the position. Even I didn't run, but I got voted in because I was already in the position. How sad is that? It's a sad union, truthfully. Not enough members show up unless we have a Dinner Meeting where it's a dine out, drinks, and a few words of meeting business just to say we talked business. If they would combine the small unions into one big one for the place I work, MAYBE then, it would be a good sized meeting on a regular basis. Anyway, that's another tiring thing to me. I don't seem to put in the effort I should and that bothers me. Day to day feels a bit rough for me, but at least I still get to work on time and work hard while there, forgetting that there are other things outside of work. And now I have to fit Physical Therapy in - luckily only eight sessions as I seem to be far better since the shots in my back because the herniated disc nearly put me out of commission. And I kept putting of PT directly afterwards due to my exhaustion of dealing with issues at work, coming home too tired to deal with the various doctors that I still need to see for my various problems and no, I'm not a hypochondriac but someone that ignores the pain until it puts me nearly down completely. I don't have time to be sick. My Crohns needs to have it's famous test where the prep is worse then the procedure - got put off twice or three times... my severe cold made me need antibiotics three different times within a month... my chiropractor hasn't been seen for months as I was dealing with a herniated disc (and mind you, I didn't know it was herniated and started to go to the Chiropractor to fix my back pain which WAS working and made me not realize the severity of my disc) and I got a notice for getting to my eye doctor and my yearly mammogram notification and my car sticker and my license renewal and you see? I can't do all this in one go people! GAH! now it's 10 to 8 and I didn't get ready for work cuz I had to play with Finn (he's annoying when he wants to play Fetch) and Chma is still in the bathroom... okay, gotta go!

Good Day and Good Blessings!